This is not the situation where it's ok for me to act like this...

It's none of my busniess right?

who am i to judge?

and the point is Im just jealous...but I have no right to be

Its not my place

But it upsets me

I dont feel comfortable asking, and that will make clear of my stalking

I just dont know what my role in this is...

Im not sure of how Im suppose to feel/ or act/ or say

I know how I do... and it was made clear that's not totally acceptable

I try to remain quiet and play it cool. Not blurt out any emotions

But can't it be felt...

they have to feel it... if Im about to burst, holding back tears, screaming on the inside, staring at you smiling....dont you just know.,.



isn't it obvious...

But he's not mine, he never was

why do i even care?



I dont think it's him in the whole situation, I think it's me...